Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Your move.

the decks in your hands now. i know i've given it all i've got. NO more
Ifs Ands or Buts.
i tackled one of my deepest fears. at least this time around, i wont have any regrets. at least this time around, i'll know i've done all i could possibly do. at least this time around, i said how i felt instead of shying away like i normall would. i've dealt the cards. given my best hand. its your turn to make your move. whether we fold or not, i just want you to know if i could take it all back, i would. and im sorry. i hope its not lost. i hope its mendable. but incase it isnt, i have no choice but to be okay with it. to accept it. and know things worked out for the best. youll always be my
half heart
.

Thursday, February 11, 2010

"goodnight"



"theres.no.easy.way.to.say.goodnight.so.baby.just.say.goodnight."

i did i again. i tell myself i dont hurt about it. and truth is, i do. truth is i miss having you in my life. not the you now, but the you from back then.i catch myself looking towards where you live, realize and turn around. so many memories.; and yet here's the next chapter of my life that im reading allowed.and youre not in it. we planned so many things. so many big plans we were going to carry out. little did those 2 seventh graders know, they both would walk 2 separate ways.iloveyou.; and i mean it.true love doesn't need to be requited. IT.JUST.IS.. it wishes and prays for the best in that persons life. it hopes for that person. it says forgiveness is there.its unselfish. so goodnight dear friend. i love you.